As Sia once said in her song "Never Give Up", "never give up". When times get hard, just keep going. When you fail, try again. Never give up.
As a teenager, I was a quitter. I had very low self-efficacy. I didn't try hard in school because I knew I would fail. I thought I knew. As an adult and college student, I have learned that enduring what seems impossible is the best way to move on in life. I have been getting good grades in college. I do all the assignments I need to do. I don't give up before I even begin.
When I graduated high school, all I wanted was to get a job working with kids to help me pay for college. I sent application after application. After seven years of working in the food industry, I never quit applying to jobs. I got a couple, but they fell through the cracks eventually. So when I finally landed my current job with the boys, I was thrilled! Seven years is a long time. It would have been easy to just accept the fact that I would be stuck serving pizzas to hangry customers. But through patience and determination, I was emancipated from the grease pit I worked in. And I've never been happier.
Two years ago, I applied to attend Brigham Young University's Idaho campus. I was told they have a 99% acceptance rate. I was sure to get in.
I didn't.
That burst my bubble. And having my bubble burst hurt! So I continued at the community college, raising my GPA. This year, I reapplied to BYU-I. I got in! Because I didn't give up. I worked harder to achieve what I wanted. And I got it.
The next line in Sia's song is "I'll find my way". I feel that I have found my way. I now know what I am capable of. And, to quote another Sia song, "I am titanium".
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